Surrender is not going to!

Alex: Alcohol - really potent drug (I know for myself). I had started with one, two bottles of beer and then once a month. Gradually over the next 5-7 years reached the point that he became drunk to unconsciousness. What's the worst started to go in binges for 5-8 days, and drank every last penny.

I understand that both can not go, I went to his grandmother, she started talking to me a year, afraid that if you get thirsty, you could die from this. And what do you think, broke after 2 months and again for a week. Read different books on this topic, but still last booze from 5 to 13.12.2009 lasted 9 days.

I myself work in the North on a rotational basis. At work, I do not employ (not drawn a single drop). How come, money begins to burn your pocket, want the cultural one day turn gray with friends to drink, to prove to myself that I can drink one day and you end up with this specific pattern.

But you know, I personally think that all in my hands, I'm not going to give up, and now I need to make only one choice, either permanently to say NO to this poison with the label , or learn to drink moderately (what does not), obviously I already crossed a threshold where he could have done so. But I repeat, not going to give up!

Maybe war and useless with this drug , but to learn to ignore it can be and still live happily without him! I wish you all good luck in their quest to combat this disease! And look for a way out much easier! Good luck!

PS I forgot to write, the way of counting very much liked! For me personally, 30%:) Now I will go to zero)))